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Broken promises dance With pretty memories Of mummy's laughter and Daddy's cuddles While they both kissed me goodnight I never thought I'd be so Hollow in this shattered heart But when he left so did the laughter Tears replaced the kisses Her smiles laced with pain Never did I know the heartache Until the tear tore through No note and no smiles More promises he'd never keep Daddy left Mummy's heart Ruined everything for one more Kiss from someone's heart he stole It wasn't his to take But hers was his to break Which he did over and over Then over again She was the enemy then Butterflies died in the hollow Of the throat

Here we are I'm born again Soul torn body spent There's nothing left I'm dead inside A life of love lost in suicide Decaying thoughts Corroding lies This life of mine lost and left behind I'm trapped in the pain of the heart Bittersweet dreams of this wish now torn apart Leave me languishing The decadent doll To rot away in this bitter hate filled hole All that I had lost in all that I knew It never occured these lies spawned eternal truth All that's left of this death filled life Is a note that explains this loves' suicide...

[Never] Forgive The Heart I failed you again Broke the promises I made you Shattered the heart I swore to mend Add it to the box of lies you have Locked up in the hollow heart I hurt Please, don't forgive me this time I wish that I could change Say sorry and never break that But I can't and I won't Never will I be what you want me to be I can't change Though I've tried a thousand times Just another thousand times I've failed you I want to give you everything Show you who you are to me Break these barriers and make you see It's not always going to be like this But that would be lying and I don't want To break another promise

Her eyes are hooded Dark blankets that she believes Hide the pain in her heart .Tread Softly. If you try and get too close She'll run away Like an animal caught in a trap S U R P R I S E There's nothing left to learn Love lost in a diagnosis Broken dreams pull At the shattered seams Of what should have been .Such A Pretty Picture. She hides behind the smiles Of a heart that's dead inside Who would know Pretending is an art form [She has it down pat and you'd never guess This faerie princess has a heart in distress] She watches the clock T I C K   .Tock. .Tick.   T O C K How many seconds will her love Be spared If it f

Resigned I had decided I'd be Better off alone then with one Whom I cared nothing for Though the same couldn't be said in return Dark skies lit up by silver glitter In the cold winter months I had faded Reduced to nothing But a shadow of my former self .You fell from Heaven. Like a breath of fresh air Into black lungs too tired to breathe You showed me life, love and Everything in between Never did I know such pain As the simple thought of losing someone Who had reached inside and taken my heart To hold in his very own hand .Why did it have to be you. Words exchanged and more pain The fear of loss is so much more real Whe

Silver stars shimmer in the blue of her eyes A light trapped in darkness her life is no surprise Love's lessons taught of loss and pain of the heart Innocence is all she had so swiftly torn apart Reaching out to those she loves left all alone The broken wings of the butterfly carry her home

.She Screams. He walks amongst the tortured The Damned and the Forsaken that he claimed His own tormented desolates The freaks nobody wanted .Deformed. One cannot escape a life they have Allowed to engulf them Shadowed figures that rape the mind In desperation to escape you leave the soul behind For him to devour .Hades Just Desserts. Decaying carcasses The smell of rotting flesh lingers So foul you can taste it The decadent dolls with shattered skulls Eradicated from the thoughts of those They loved who let them die .Mottled Fruit Mingled With Faerie Dust. Vanquished hope they once retained Captured in bottles with their

Can you see past the wall she hides behind Concrete pillars stacked high To keep the fear in and the Pain Out Nothing like a little girl Messed up world with a broken mind There's nothing she can sell you The soul she left behind Broken Dreams Who are you to try to break through The pain that she's cast around her A cast To heal the hurt and broken heart Cutting her from the inside out Trying to break free Can you see her?

.Unfair. How come I'm The one to blame Is it so much easier Then blaming everyone else Simply because I'm Such and easy target I'm not here to run lives That's not a fair presumption Not that I could Even if I tried I'm only human .Not much I can do when Noone ever listens to me. .Alone. Imagine that noone listened Stopped to see how you were When your whole world is crumbling In large blocks of cinder At your weary feet That want to collapse out from beneath you I'm trying to be all that I can be I fail